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Drowning
It feels like I haven’t posted in forever…but I’m shocked to see that it was only yesterday morning.
Anyway, I’m here. I just don’t know what to say. I’m drowning in trying to get the house organized (again) keeping it from being destroyed by kids while I’m cleaning another part, trying to finish the 1001 home improvement projects that are just looming over my head, and trying to get my BzzAgent work done.
I’m also completely lonely and sick of things. Chris says it’s my own fault since I could leave the house and have fun any old time I wanted. He doesn’t understand that my options are taking two kids with me everywhere or going places alone. I have all of one friend, and the chances of both of our husbands being home to watch kids at the same time (on a night when something crazy isn’t already planned) are about one in a million. And while my kids are pretty well behaved….it’s not exactly relaxing to try and drag them along on any adult activity. Also by myself.
So there you have it folks. I just don’t have anything else to say.
